Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Opening up

My head is still spinning with thoughts of Alabama. Whenever I run into one of my companions from the trip I get the warm fuzzies. I hope I never loss this feeling. It's like we share a secret to something that you can't seem to explain. A little corny I know,but I want to hold onto it a little longer.
I find myself open to so many more experiences The possibility's are right in front of me, something that has been there all along but I was missing it. Fo instance I started teaching a class early in the week and came to a spot where I wasn't sure where to go with it. Master Brinker stepped in and followed my lead to a great end. Wow, why didn't I think of that? He has done this hundreds of times but that night I realized that I was on the right track I just need to push myself harder to finish what I started.
I usually get myself worked up to think of something new or interesting to bring to a class I am helping with or teaching, this morning I watched another black belt teach something and realized I could bring this into the night classes as long as I approached it right.
Again this has been there all along, I just didn't see it right. The light has come on and is burning bright. I have so much more to learn. I need to keep myself open to the world around me. Breath in, breath out. Stay in the moment and let life come to me.
A side note about this journaling... I can say things in here that I could never say to people face to face .... I'm not sure that this is a good thing but it feels right. I'm off to Costa Rica with my family tomorrow, I'll talk to you in two weeks

Stay in the moment

Linda

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